Much has happened since my last post.

I moved home, the one pet I could take with me fell ill and died, my father's cat died, and I tried to die.

I'm such a failure I can't even suicide right. My mother came home earlier than I thought she would have and found me seizing on the floor from my overdose. I'm still alive and damnit, I hate most of the moments I am awake.

I couldn't even keep this blog up. It's been so long since I last posted.